// ĹỏηĕłỸ ~

[بنت فلسطين المجروحة]

~ Lonely ~

I’m all alone
though you're all here. Y
Surrounding me, Y
smothering me
with your happiness
thatI can't match.Y
I know you
care for me, Y
care about me.Y
But I feel like
you don't see me.Y
And that makes
me not real.Y

Island of lonely
in a sea of happiness.Y
Joyful, unconcerned.Y
Maybe it's because
I won't open up
and let you in. Y
But it feels like
it's more than that.Y
Feeling claustrophobic, Y
its closing in. Y
Crushing me.Y
I can't breathe.Y
Help...!!Y

Now I’m really alone.Y
You've forgotten
I was ever there.Y
You don't recognize
me anymore.Y
Have I changed
that much?Y
You haven't changed
at all.Y
It seems like
you're immortal.Y
Still outgoing, crazy,Y
the opposite of me.Y
But we used to
be good friends,Y
didn't we?Y
Or was I just
someone to
pass time with. Y
Until you
figured out how
boring I was, Y
and am.Y

I’m cold now.Y
I wish I cold
turn to stone.Y
And not cry.Y
I haven’t
(in public)
in a long time.Y
But I do when I’m alone.Y
Nothing is forever
except death.Y
And I can't
seem to kill myself.Y
I’m too weak
of spirit and body.Y
Maybe, Y
if I ask nicely, Y
you'll do it for me... Y

BY
©2004-2009 ~willuholdme

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with Love

~ Bent phelesteen ~