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ﻗﺪ ﺄﺗﺼﺮﻑ ﺏِ ﻃﻴﺶ ! ﻭ ﻟﮕﻨﻨﻲ ﺄﻣﺘﻠﮓ ﻋﻘﻼً ﮔﺒﻴﺮﺍً ﺟﺪﺍً . . !’ ♥ - ﻗﺪ ﺄﺑﺪﻭ ﻏﻴﺮ ﻣﻬﺘﻤة ﺏِ ﺄﻱ ﺷﺨﺺ ! ... ﻭ ﻟﮕﻦ ﻓﻲ ﺩﺂﺧﺨﻠﻲ ﺄﺣﻤﻞ ﺇﻫﺘﻤﺂﻣﺎً ﻟﮕﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺄﺣﺐ ! :') ♥ - ﻗﺪ ﺄﺑﺪﻭ ﻗﺂﺳﻴة ﺟﺪﺍً ﻣﻊ ﺂﻟﺒﻌﻌﺾ !’ ﻭ ﻟﮕﻨﻨﻲ ﺄﺣﻤﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺩﺂﺧﻠﻲ " ﻗﻠﺐ ﻳﮕﺴﺴﺮ ﻣﻦ ﮔﻠﻤﻬﮧ ﻭﺂﺣﺪﻫﮧ " !’ - ﻗﺪ ﺄﺑﺪﻭ ﺳﻌﻴﺪة ﺟﺪﺍً ﻟﮕﺜﺮﺓ " ﺿﺤﮕﺂﺗﻲ " . . !’ ﻭ ﻟﮕﻦ ﺣﻴﺂﺗﻲ ﮒَ ﺣﻴﺂﺓ ﺂﻟﻐﻴﺮ ، ﻣﻠﻴﺌﻬﮧ ﺏِ ﺂﻟﻤﺸﺸﺂﮔ...ﻞ . . !’ - ﻗﺪ ﺗﮕﻮﻥ ﺣﻴﺂﺗﻲ ﻣﻠﻴﺌﻬﮧ ﺏِ ﺂﻷﺻﺪﻗﺂﺀﺀ . . !’ ﻭ ﻟﮕﻦ ﻗﻠﻴﻠﻮﻥ ﺟﺪﺍً ، ﻣﻦ ﻳﮕﻮﻧﻮﻥ ﻣﻌﻲ ﺣﻴﻨﻤﺂ ﺄﺣﺘﺂﺟﻬﻢ . . !’ ’ - ﻗﺪ ﺄﺳﺂﻣﺢ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺮﺣﻨﻲ ، !’ ﻭ ﻟﮕﻨﻨﻲ ﻵ ﺄﻧﺴﺴﻰ ﺫﻟﮓ ﺄﺑﺪﺍً !’ * ﺄﻧﺂ ﺄﻋﻄﻲ ﺩﻭﻥ ﻣﻘﺂﺑﻞ !’ - ﻭ ﻗﺪ ﻳﻨﻔﺬ ﻣﺂ ﺑﺪﺂﺧﻠﻲ !’ ﻭ ﻟﮕﻨﻨﻲ ﺄﺳﺘﻤﺮ ﺏِ ﺂﻟﻀﻐﻂ ﻋﻠﻰ " ﻧﻔﺴﺴﻲ " ، ﻟﮕﻲ ﻳﺴﺘﻤﺮ ﻋﻄﺂﺋﻲ . . ! :') ♥